ApocalypseIncoming

You are my safe house. I look at you and think to myself that you won't hurt me as easily as others. Thats why I trust you with my heart. You will keep it out of the dangerous mess I call my life. You make me forget that heartbreak even exists. I know that i will have to leave sometime. Hopefully later than sooner, but untill then, let's make this the best. As you slowly turn into a zombie that grows bored of me, I will make every second count. Making sure that my departure won't cause another twist in my heart. But untill that happens, I will enjoy my stay in your safehouse.

  You were the one that took my breath away everytime I saw you. No matter who walked in front of my eyes, they were focused on you. Focused on your beauty, grace, and good nature. I watched and focused for an entire year, just waiting for you to notice me. We finnaly poured our hearts out to eachother everyday. I tried my best to get you on my side. To show you that I am not one of the bad guys. That I wouldn't use you for your simply perfect body. After the course of months I accomplished my impossible task slowly, but steady. I finnaly was able to spend time with you. We talked, discussed everything. Every fiber in my morale being wanted t

The rain it pours upon my face. It scrubs away my fears. No longer do I want to cry, but still here come the tears. I'm finally happy. I'm finally free. It wont last forever. So soon you wont love me. I know I might hurt you. I know that I could. I promise I won't. Absurd that I would. I love how you laugh. I love how you speak. I love how you deny, the fact that I'm a freak. I'll try my hardest. I always will. When your finally gone, I'll love you still.

A friend that gives support. A friend that doesn't quit She still sees me for me A friend that doesn't give me shit. I love you truly, You must know. I trust you dearly, I can't say no. I'm glad your happy. I'm glad your here. I'm glad I met you. I have no fears. You help me when I'm sad. You give me hope to try. Youve saved me from myself, Standing by my side.

Ink stained pages, To mold my heart. Its been in your hands, Right from the start. My words they're short. My soul is bitter. I just don't care. I refuse to hit her. My walls, they crumble. My shields recede. I start to get hopeful. My heart could be freed. A dream of course, How could I believe. That maybe one day. So happy I'd be. Invisible to her, To others as well. Alone I shall stand. Alone in my hell.

This darkness rising from the room. The room that's holds my life. I'm held in isolation. Though Grims here with his scythe. While I'm contempt I lie here. No windows and no light, there's darkness all around me. I cry in dreams from fright. If I'm insane then you are to. My dreams are always filled with you. Going mad I see no one. I learned to fly but never flew. You can't keep me locked in here. Now the caged bird really sings. Songs for damned and all insane. I'll jump from here and spread my wings. A straight jacket to hold me back. Still no one hears me laugh. And no one hears me scream. Will someone call the doctor b

My words are meaningless. Just scribbles on a page. A page without, I see no doubt, I'd quickly start to age. Because I am so bitter I have no one who cares. I sit here and I write this. To read it, no one dares. Through silence I am screaming. Will someone help me now? I really doubt they hear me. I slowly start to frown. My tears keep falling, down they go. Falling through the darkness, now and then. Because I am so lonely, I'm dying for a friend. My words are now repeating. For everything I say there lies a deeper message. I hope someone may stay one day.

Hidden in my nightmares, the way I cringe from fear. Fear of realization, that i might start to hear. I couldn't hear her crying. Her begging to be free. I hear her now, she's pleading. She mustn't be with me. I can't help but feel bad This pain all caused by me How we met, I still regret, the me she'll never see. He who stands here crying, begging just to see her. The ghost of me who lies here. My crying will recur.